my first blog for a new year!

hey there! it has been toooo long ive not post a blog. so here i am..still fresh just got something to express about.
2morrow will be the day of how my first sem results will come out. feeling anxious and scared as usual. my lack of confidence win me over by tonne off! but what to do everything is written and it is for me to face it. i think as im gettin older i hope to get more amtured and in the same time being a better muslim , a better son to my lovely parents, to be a better lover especially for my nurul atika anuar who has been with me trough my hardship and happiness..lastly a better friend to all my friends!

i hope this year of 2010 will be better than next year.. n all off my determinations are achieved!


this are my 'azams' la kot.
hahah sorry for the rojak language..
my brain has been gathering too much bad things ahaha!

im still alive la wehh

holaa!sup my hommies! to let u know dat my blog is still active lahh! aah,its just dat this blog is just a place where i let go my feelings when there is no shoulder to cry on. altough people say dat im friendly n thats so true. but it depends when im happy plenty of my frineds are around to comfort me n i hope its the same when im down in the gutter. living here in MIAT in just a pleasent stay and my studies is still not stable yet. IM BIG OUTSIDE but its still a big triumph to past these obstacles. so,dont worry about deleting in ur follow list its just that im rarelt sad or even sulking. last but not least, im happy when i got my boys around! peaceout!

damn i m pissed!

she called i answered. we spoke for quite a time. then i strted to mingle around.
nway,she was my gurl..then,she did it..she asked wats goin with my exes! oh fucking yeahh. i was samn pissed at dat time..my mood changed drastically from a horny+happy man turned to a moodless n with no spark of da conversation was im mad. ive told her loys of time..NVER ASK BOUT MY EXES!!let bygone b bygone as how i presume. altough ive told her bout it no need to rephrase it back to me. i thought she cared for me. ive always had it in my mind. dat she was gonna b da one dat invites me home when i come back from work. da mother to my babies. a wife,a soulmate,a good friend, a shoulder to cry on. since da past 6 month our relationship has been steady as a rock. noe it is goin doin da hill. n quite in a fast pace! i hope dat soon very soon da rock will stop rolling down da hill n goes up back to da top! all i need now is a friend whom will help me trough out dis pain. where r my bloodbros when i need em'!!
my life now is just too FUCKED UP right now!

i live again!

hmm,juz to keep on posting haha. came back from breakfast with fyi. OMG!my ex was there was i shy a cat haha! nway,mu tummy was damn hungry. nvrmnd la kn i ate 2 half boiled eggs how it was effective with akid myb it has da same to do with me.hahah. n im happy 2day boz my gay boy is coming to rwang 2day hahah!come la bebeh..thumbz up 2 wawa coz has finally chose a nice boy to be with!yeah2!dats all kot hah!malas!

im back...

altough ive not been posting any blogs recently...here i just wanna apologize for anything of my wrong doings n if dis big mouth of mine has spilled some beans..a few days has past..ive been having da guilt of a murderer..just wanna clear up my bad acts n hope dat none dats was hurt by me.. do forgive me..im foolish for not thinking of others...

ahhh,speaking of the devil

couldn't it be a better timing dat dis noon i received a call from matrix perak..
damn lahh..
hmm,next there is da baiah..i want this badly..to b united with my bros till death..
but i think im not gonna take this offer...
because i noe dat i cant do physics well..
ahh!!
my mind is just a big mess!!
fuck la siall..
hmm..
n when in da fuck is miat gonna give da final word..
just dont keep fucking hoping..
aarhhh!!!
congrats to atiq lahh..
do well bro!

there she goes matey!!

hmm..she is on her way to fulfill her future..
she left with a meaningful quote[ade kt blog atiq.enjoy!]
when r is our turn atiq,nanie?haaa.
how bout just let time play his games..
just wanna wish good luck to syirin syaima who is at UIA at da time i am typing..
gonna miss her..

n do rmmber aku ade..
tonggek kesygn ko ade..
nanie ko ade..
hinx pun ade..
haaa.
just choose which shoulder to cry on..
hahah!!

jiwang la plak