damn i m pissed!

she called i answered. we spoke for quite a time. then i strted to mingle around.
nway,she was my gurl..then,she did it..she asked wats goin with my exes! oh fucking yeahh. i was samn pissed at dat time..my mood changed drastically from a horny+happy man turned to a moodless n with no spark of da conversation was im mad. ive told her loys of time..NVER ASK BOUT MY EXES!!let bygone b bygone as how i presume. altough ive told her bout it no need to rephrase it back to me. i thought she cared for me. ive always had it in my mind. dat she was gonna b da one dat invites me home when i come back from work. da mother to my babies. a wife,a soulmate,a good friend, a shoulder to cry on. since da past 6 month our relationship has been steady as a rock. noe it is goin doin da hill. n quite in a fast pace! i hope dat soon very soon da rock will stop rolling down da hill n goes up back to da top! all i need now is a friend whom will help me trough out dis pain. where r my bloodbros when i need em'!!
my life now is just too FUCKED UP right now!

i live again!

hmm,juz to keep on posting haha. came back from breakfast with fyi. OMG!my ex was there was i shy a cat haha! nway,mu tummy was damn hungry. nvrmnd la kn i ate 2 half boiled eggs how it was effective with akid myb it has da same to do with me.hahah. n im happy 2day boz my gay boy is coming to rwang 2day hahah!come la bebeh..thumbz up 2 wawa coz has finally chose a nice boy to be with!yeah2!dats all kot hah!malas!

im back...

altough ive not been posting any blogs recently...here i just wanna apologize for anything of my wrong doings n if dis big mouth of mine has spilled some beans..a few days has past..ive been having da guilt of a murderer..just wanna clear up my bad acts n hope dat none dats was hurt by me.. do forgive me..im foolish for not thinking of others...