my first blog for a new year!

hey there! it has been toooo long ive not post a blog. so here i am..still fresh just got something to express about.
2morrow will be the day of how my first sem results will come out. feeling anxious and scared as usual. my lack of confidence win me over by tonne off! but what to do everything is written and it is for me to face it. i think as im gettin older i hope to get more amtured and in the same time being a better muslim , a better son to my lovely parents, to be a better lover especially for my nurul atika anuar who has been with me trough my hardship and happiness..lastly a better friend to all my friends!

i hope this year of 2010 will be better than next year.. n all off my determinations are achieved!


this are my 'azams' la kot.
hahah sorry for the rojak language..
my brain has been gathering too much bad things ahaha!

im still alive la wehh

holaa!sup my hommies! to let u know dat my blog is still active lahh! aah,its just dat this blog is just a place where i let go my feelings when there is no shoulder to cry on. altough people say dat im friendly n thats so true. but it depends when im happy plenty of my frineds are around to comfort me n i hope its the same when im down in the gutter. living here in MIAT in just a pleasent stay and my studies is still not stable yet. IM BIG OUTSIDE but its still a big triumph to past these obstacles. so,dont worry about deleting in ur follow list its just that im rarelt sad or even sulking. last but not least, im happy when i got my boys around! peaceout!

damn i m pissed!

she called i answered. we spoke for quite a time. then i strted to mingle around.
nway,she was my gurl..then,she did it..she asked wats goin with my exes! oh fucking yeahh. i was samn pissed at dat time..my mood changed drastically from a horny+happy man turned to a moodless n with no spark of da conversation was im mad. ive told her loys of time..NVER ASK BOUT MY EXES!!let bygone b bygone as how i presume. altough ive told her bout it no need to rephrase it back to me. i thought she cared for me. ive always had it in my mind. dat she was gonna b da one dat invites me home when i come back from work. da mother to my babies. a wife,a soulmate,a good friend, a shoulder to cry on. since da past 6 month our relationship has been steady as a rock. noe it is goin doin da hill. n quite in a fast pace! i hope dat soon very soon da rock will stop rolling down da hill n goes up back to da top! all i need now is a friend whom will help me trough out dis pain. where r my bloodbros when i need em'!!
my life now is just too FUCKED UP right now!

i live again!

hmm,juz to keep on posting haha. came back from breakfast with fyi. OMG!my ex was there was i shy a cat haha! nway,mu tummy was damn hungry. nvrmnd la kn i ate 2 half boiled eggs how it was effective with akid myb it has da same to do with me.hahah. n im happy 2day boz my gay boy is coming to rwang 2day hahah!come la bebeh..thumbz up 2 wawa coz has finally chose a nice boy to be with!yeah2!dats all kot hah!malas!

im back...

altough ive not been posting any blogs recently...here i just wanna apologize for anything of my wrong doings n if dis big mouth of mine has spilled some beans..a few days has past..ive been having da guilt of a murderer..just wanna clear up my bad acts n hope dat none dats was hurt by me.. do forgive me..im foolish for not thinking of others...

ahhh,speaking of the devil

couldn't it be a better timing dat dis noon i received a call from matrix perak..
damn lahh..
hmm,next there is da baiah..i want this badly..to b united with my bros till death..
but i think im not gonna take this offer...
because i noe dat i cant do physics well..
ahh!!
my mind is just a big mess!!
fuck la siall..
hmm..
n when in da fuck is miat gonna give da final word..
just dont keep fucking hoping..
aarhhh!!!
congrats to atiq lahh..
do well bro!

there she goes matey!!

hmm..she is on her way to fulfill her future..
she left with a meaningful quote[ade kt blog atiq.enjoy!]
when r is our turn atiq,nanie?haaa.
how bout just let time play his games..
just wanna wish good luck to syirin syaima who is at UIA at da time i am typing..
gonna miss her..

n do rmmber aku ade..
tonggek kesygn ko ade..
nanie ko ade..
hinx pun ade..
haaa.
just choose which shoulder to cry on..
hahah!!

jiwang la plak

yesterday

it started like any other day. i woke up sharp 11 o'clock lahh. then i text rin2 she wants me to accompany her goin to da bank. so,2.30 pm i started my car n drove to kta damansara [where im gonna be there next year]. when i arrived i gave her a ring, she said wait at the busted inside her neighbourhood near to da playground. hmm,as i arrived i saw tall figure dressed in red. hahahaha!!
then i picked her up. n drove to da bank at sunway damansara. its nothin interestin to tell about..its just dat day she wore make up! lots of it. OMG!!i was in verge to puke i tell u. but, wat to do she is still da syirin lahh. SO, da moral of da story is if u wanna wear make up ask some tips from syirin syaima hahaha!!

terbaiklahhh

juz read it kay...

hahahah,da past suns. i, jimiehad a sleepover at atiq's crib..
hahah!!
it was of da hook..
thx to our driver zahir lahh.
he drived as soft as da morning breeze..
not as kerb who is a fuckin damn asss driver..
as iff it was RAZAK's own roads..
hahaha..
nway dis was just a post to let u noe dat i do update my blog but just not dat often..
haha
not enough scoops to make my blog enjoyable..
hahah

tonite will tell it all

ahahaha..
to arsenal's fan put on ur game face..
n have da strong will dat our team will win..
hahahh..
hmm..

Atiq,i love u n all..
but when it comes to football im serious..
hahahah..
lets do this bebeh...

just a pass by

hmm..2day i woke up early..hahah..mama kejut...hmm..n i just got da best idea yet..im gonna use my english skill to make da most influential n obsessive rap..hahahjust wait n see haaaatiq n jimie tggu taw..kehadirannya..

consideration

recently iv got admitted due to dengue fever..

which gave me 3 days for me to have a deep rest n being pleasured by da fine lookin' nurses. in dat moment gave me da chance to think back bout my life. i know dat i have da best parents ever. altough kinda strict but there mine to keep. a pair of siblings who r just a pain in da ass. but i love them n im sure dat without them im not muiz. my gurl is da one who shines my dark side..she was da one who tought me da good way to live. she was my alarm clock to tellin me when to bow down and ask for forgiveness form da ALMIGHTY. she turms my frowns upside down. i love herr..my life wont b complete without frens aite. so here r some clues on to reavealing who r "friends" to me. my bros..who other than a MU fanasstic,loves to feed da devils,has a big ass n a treasure to keep by. but now he is headin to MIAT ahh..i want dat too..we did had a few fights when we were still premature but after school sessions. he was da one who gave me a rang by da phone a buzz at YM. fortunately now we r all in a big family. next,is a damn good shufflah loves to cuddle around. now kinda bz coz searchin for a new crib at shah alam. hahahah. help him,his desperate. he is humble but when he is not himself he has a damn loud mouth. lastly,a dude where i met somewhere at my crib has da looks to die for a rich dude but never stingy to spend on friends. ive known him since elementary school. hahah.. now for da ladies,ive known her since form4 but at dat time we were juz noddin heads not more than dat. since i entered EST we bcame closer i think.. we started teasin each other,callin names..hmm..i tought we were no longer in cntact but when she served for da nation she gave me a call. hahaha was i suprised..n it lasted till now..but ive disapointed her, but wat made me more into her is when she came and visited me at my ward.hmm.i was blushed n blessed thank god on makin me meeting her. last of all,a jnior whom stared me trough out da year. hmm.it was nice knowin her. she is fine n damn nice..but not polite..hahahahnone the less i love them all..i know they r not a handful but i will treasure them as how tight r my boxers n how close my celly with my fingers.. hahah..i just typed out this to let it out n i wanna them to see who r they to me..enjoy reading n i apologize for some grammer errors as every human makes mistakes. thx for readin!enjoy..

bru 2..

hahaha..
dh 2 org follw blog aku..
yeahh2!!
hhathx lah//
klu rjin tuh/
bca jer cite ngarut aku niehh~

yehaaaa!

wahh..
dh 4 bln mehh aku brcinta n mkin brputik ngn si dia..
love her damn much..
hurmm,she ignites me when im cold..
she just noes how to make a forwn turn upside down!!
love her!!

wahh been trough dat..

fuhhh..
da itrviews r done..
thank god..
im shaken till now..
hurmm.now im juz waitin for da rsults..
ouh god fulfill my dreams to b an aircraft eng.!

thx atiq for da cash..

humm,coz of ur rm100 tuh aku dpt naek...
n coz of ur rm10 ringgit aku dh smpai umah..
thx alot pal!!
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dh 3 kali kot..

nk pkul buah gak lahh ktakn..
haha!!
pening2!come on lahh..
aku mau ada kmbr nie!!
haah!!

dh 3 kali kot..

allaaa.kurang sorang...

hmmm,nmpk nya eru x dpt ikot skali la kn..
hadoihh..
xper2..
3 macam la wehh..

wahh..esk lahh...x saba!

2morrow is da big day..20 of us will be introduced to da real world...cant wait..
haha..guys good luck for 2morrow..
jimie atiq n meru!!